| Parents: | You're healthy now. You look healthy. |
| Me: | I've gained so much weight. |
| Parents: | But you're healthy, you're staying healthy. You're actually eating, and not throwing up. You're healthy. |
| Me: | But I've gained so much weight. |
| Parents: | You look good, you look healthy. You're fine. |
| Me: | (inwardly) I'm not fine, I'm a disgusting excuse of a pig. I'm repulsive. I'm fat. I weigh more than I ever have. I hate my body more than ever. I'm not ok. I'm not eating, and I'm constantly throwing up. I'm not ok. I'm not fine. I'm not healthy. I'm worse than ever. But as long as I've gained weight, to you, regardless of anything I say, "I'm fine." |
ifyoucouldchangeyourfatewouldyou:
THIS.
(Source: iloveyou-kate, via sirderpington)